that wasn't enough

i am so angry in some ways. so angry i haven't been back to blog.

i am moving this week. painting the house last week and this week. sometimes i wish i could hold in some things, forget other things. it's just not me. i am so so upset. i am so mad.

but in other places, i am really happy. so this mad stuff isn't holding me back. some things are new and exciting, and i feel change and change is good right now. i could fall of the earth right now and be ok.

so

angry
lazy
manly
gross
sad
eager
ready
vengeful
full
excited
bitter

and, according to aaron, "cock hungry"